Sunday, May 17, 2009Y 1:19 AM
I am almost done with freshman year. One more Kabbalistic paper away and then, summer all over again. I really hope this summer will not be a waste again like last one. I really
hated my time in Walnut last year, I can just cry thinking about the precious youth time I lost, so many things I can learn, so many new hobbies I can take on, so many people I can meet. It was the single most unproductive moment in my life and I wished I could just MyLife(Spring/Summer'08)=[].
When I learned in church that living life to the fullest, just cos one doesnt want regret anything aftwards, shouldnt be the goal in a christian's life, I was kind of confused. "People chasing around goals after goals to never fill that void in their heart." repeated in conjunction with the earlier. Maybe its true, I will always have "what ifs", and I may never fill that void in my heart. But
the point is, I want to spend my summer doing something radical, something memorable, something I enjoy.
Berkeley has been fun I would say. The people has been great. I kinda wished Berkeley is still in its full glory of a 90's hippy town, more eccentrics more ridiculous-ness more shocking and less nerdy Asians like me. Hopefully I will come to own a car soon so to discover more exciting places around (((:
